This will go against what I wanted in this blog, which is voice my personal feelings, because in ten years when i look back I want to see a general view of my life, not the nitty gritty. But at this time, Ive been wrestling with this for a while and Something needs to be said, if its not towards the parties involved, it has to be said somewhere. I have chosen here because... Well yes I do want to tell you two, but I do not posses the abilities to voice them.. So if by chance your eyes come across this on my blog, which i doubt anyone actually will go through the hassle of finding the link and reading it, Know that this is how I feel Whole-Heartedly.
To the Beautiful Woman In My Life
Dear Shantel,
My best friend, the one I know feels the same way i feel. Ill always be here for you to love and protect you. Nothing makes me feel better than texting you at night. The night i called you and I was admittedly drunk, but you said you loved me meant the world to me. Shantel, whenever you are ready to be my wife let me know, because I want to be there for you.. All the shit that you go through, even if youre the bitch that starts it, Im here for you babe. I wish you saw me as more, but i wil never be mad at you for not seeing it. I just wish you would include me in you life more.. Do i not click with yur friends... Hey no doubt i would think at least a few of your friends are fuck boys but whos gonna be loved by all and love all? No one... I wish we were still in school so i can still see you every day of the week. I never get to really say close shit to you, but as of late we have been and ive been loving it. Take that chance with me Shantel.
Things are gonna change, and as it does Im reminded about what made me who I am today. Two more shifts at Joeys til I head over to Buna's... Bittersweet. Heres a collection of the top twenty dinner i was honoured to be a part ofv
